So inlove with my man....
1 month & 3 days I havent done an update in a while so thought I would get off my butt and do one! Samuel is now almost 5 weeks old! The time is flying past. He doesnt look so newborn anymore! He is certainly changing and looking more like Elliot every day. I have been told he sort of looks like me, yay for that! I got my first smile the other day. It was MAGIC! It made me remember that he is a human and not just a eating, pooping, crying machine. Ive gotten another one or two since then but I want more!! LOL TBH the first few weeks were very emotional and draining for me. I think it must have been all the hormones going through and leaving my body. I struggled to find a 'connection' with Samuel and felt a bit guilty about it. But with the reassurance from my sisters, I knew it would pass. AND IT HAS!!! Im sooooo in love with him OMG. I can look at him and cry with pure love. I would die for him in a second. I just look at him in amazement with the fact that me and Elliot...